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OUT

2005-06-02T22:41:00.000-07:00

was slacking with shaik,faz,azmi(loves his boobs),rahmat,syed,ari,farul.......guess what...Shaik ate Thosei sia...he said he hated Indian food soo much..if papa heard dis...dat'll be d end of him...haha...

Na'eeef my huney buney called....he jus booked out of camp for half a day.wanted to meet me at Coffee Bean....ok fine...but he'll be going to his aunt's house first( d one at st.42) to bathe n all....he lost his keys to d cars n his house...hahaha....bubu joined us...den Umar..we all started bitching!...
and my na'eef ah...has so many stories to tell...hahaha..not suprised since i already endured it for d past days wen he calls my phone in d middle of d night tellin me d same stories..hahhaa

Thats me n my baby..!>..hahaha..d bitchy baby!... he hates d shirt he's wearing...got flower..!hahahha

dats Umar....playing with my phone...ahhaha...

met my loving cousins...bubu, boon, ain n all for dinner...

Bhai Syafique Wedding

2005-05-08T11:13:00.000-07:00

ok woke up at 0630..u wanna know why?...bhai fadzil(d groom's bro) asked me to go to their house at 8 in d freakin morning.....to help with d berkat n all...why must i be in-charged of berkats...geez...
anyways....yesterday was my cuzzin's weddin(at Katong cc...i think)..direct cuzzin btw....he's an ite teacher at balestier, i think...ahhaha....he loves I.T....i even asked him to help my fren, Fazli in java..but too bad he was soo busy dat time..
Bhaiya has been d coolest cuzzie on my dad's side...rich,tall,handsome,gd singer,but he abit dark...DUH!INDIAN!......anwyays, Bhaiya n Aishah(wife NOW) knew each other for like 10 years +..... hanging out with them was always fun...esp Bhai...he play pool so d goody good.....there was one time we all were like betting..but not woth money but with things...like in, hair clip, belt...watever dat u're wearin or hav...hahhahah...so fun...i dont see any other couple that is ready for this wonderful journey that they're gonna embark...woohoo...words from my heart-to my stupid cuzzin(bhai syafique)

here are some photos i took...

this is the AIR-CONDITIONED hall....AC sia..GD GD...

the damn cake (left) my uncle(Mama Daud, d groom's dad) n mua..n d berkats! aargh!

my cousin(bubu Fatimah, i call her Ma!) nher daughter(left)
my nephew n niece on d pelamin...before d couple arrived..haha(right)

Ma's hubby, Bhai Imran(rugby player...played for seven's champ)[left]
His daughter in white(Aaliyah), n her cuzzie(my niece),Raudah.(right)

Arrival of couple(left)
yeah..dats him, Bhaiya!....n his wife,Aishah!(right)

Bhai syafique laughin at mua..."AnnaBhen Cacat!"he said...(left)
Bhai hugging Abbas, our nephew...(right)

my cousin singing "marron 5-she will b loved" , reminds me of bubu singin..haah(left)
My uncle,Mama Kadir...singing.." malay song..soli i don knoe title"..(right)

my uncle's family..there dat Bhai Fadzil ask me wke up so early!..(left)
me n my cuzzie, Ma!...we kepo take pic on stage...we look horrible can...helping with d berkats..im so gonna kill Bhai Fadzil!(right)

Me n Ma all tired....(left)
Mama daud n Mami Khairun(right)

Night time..Dinner function....left
My arrogant cuzzin,syed(d one bside d black...berry fair one..alar so blur d pic u oso cannot see) n his frens(hu'll b peformin later..cant b bothered with him)(right)

malay dancers frm bhai's schl(left)SO D MINAH!MINAHdotcom
Indian dancers frm his sch oso...all his students! (left)

the couple cutting cake(left)
me n some of me cuzzins....alot of my cousins didn come...all overseas..bhai khaleed cudn come,he workin dat day(right)

i cudn beliv i took pics with bhai fadzil dat GUy hu asked me to be in-chrge of BERKATS!

my niece n nephews...Flower girls n Naughty Boys!..hahahahah

Anna extra on stage!...I love Bhai so much!...cant beliv he is married oreadi!...
dat Su^KS! he looks so much like my bro hu went to d weddin for like 5 min....WORK WORK !

my cousin, Sanjay!...looks familair?...u can see him on Vasanthem Central shows...DANCING!..and he was in Talentime as ELVIS!...long time i haven seen him..since we were like KIDS!..

Me n Bhaiya!...dat was like 11 pm...we were all so tired...!..
Love him so d much!...so happy for him n Aishah.!...now must call his wife Aishah Bhen!

reached home half past 11...in my bhai feroz's car...Mazda 3!...hhaha...
was so BORED!...in d end...played yahoo pool with twiggy!..haha..i lost!
my rating from 1320 droped till 1175..den i stopped!>..hahhaha
today is d girl's side wedding!....<<

BUN SUNDAY

2005-04-17T20:00:00.000-07:00

WELL.....i'll be a gd gerl n blog properly today..onli today ah....afternoon twiggy sent me for violin...den we went home...den....evening...me and my cousins decided to bring my grandaunt out shopping..and she also needed to collect her clothes from my house...
here are d damn pics...

ok d end....don know whether i should meet sean later...arrgh..last night was so scary...i think i shall take a vow not to go out at night again...arrgh..!!!...im so FREAKED OUT CAN!!

BOOGY FRIDAY

2005-04-15T20:00:00.000-07:00

arrgh...tired....went gym...den my mom(dang...!! she on leave today)...anyways..picked me up den went to MUSTAPA CENTRE...hehhee...d good part is dat i'm able to buy watever i want...d bad part is dat..i have to tolerate he constant nagging and i was havin a bad hair day....and i was sweaty...and no make-up...ARGGH...

den went to bubu house....in d evening...me n bubu played BBALL...we borrowed don know hus ball(...not d balls dat hang btwn d legs...if u noe wat i mean)...played n sweat...n sweat...hahaha...

den Mua went joggin while bubu was...ermm...ermm..i shall not say...berry embaressing...she was in her room...*&%^^(^*(*^$&^*(&....going down soon...

TO MY DEAR ABANG,HANAFIE.....YOU ARE BANNED FROM TAGGING..AND I DON WANNA SEE YOUR FACE ANYWHERE NEAR TAMP SPORTS HALL.....MUAHAHA...*puts my pinky at d side of my lip...a.k.a Dr.EVIL*....ok lame...berry lame actualli.....

Tuesday Booday

2005-04-12T18:10:00.000-07:00

Im such a lazy blogger can......arrgh..So LAZY can....LAZY can....haha...

1.went gym
2.had lunch at DeliParis wit Hui Juan
3. went back CSS wit her...to send Band off for SYF...met alot of my "hubbies"..but lazy to blog bout em...*fingers tired*
4.Met Sean at 131..sat,talk....sang my song(Oh my Gosh...!)
5.balik...might be goin out later at night..i think...legs are killing me..!!..
6. Den Den...den....i tell u tmrw....oklame o....

dioasdopasjdasjd...kuchikuchi kuchi...lychee lychee lychee....Im so crazy...lazy..ok stop anna!...
A demo of my Bimbotic Bitchiotic Song....by Basement Jaxx...
" Oh my gosh He's making eyes at me and I don't mind at all
Oh my gosh He's making my imagination run w-wild "....

FRY DAY

2005-04-08T22:31:00.000-07:00

....after dinner..me bubu went for walk den lepak at kopi shop....we were kinda broke...
den i found 10 bucks...hehee..bubu go buy rokok....geez...why must ppl smoke??...
anyways..got d rokok...den bubu got no lighter...great.!....bubu dared me to go to dis grp of BIKERS(gd looking though..hehehe) to light d ciggy....arrgh...since i never pass any dare...i did it....

d kewl thing was....i went there i asked whether i cud borrow a lighter....den 3 of dem offered strghtaway......hmmm..i wonder why....hahaha....ok shaddap anna......in d end..one of dem...(one with d coolest lighter)....lit the ciggy for me....okaaay..i was trying to act cool..u noe...like i've smoked b4.....ok ciggy tastes awful.....i was like sucking it in wen he light d cigg........geez...WHY MUST PPL SMOKE..??..hahaha.......hehehe..

anyways....me n bubu talked.....played with d camera....and d cat....hahaha....den went off....
Den smth happened when we passed d Bikers table....hahahahha....i shall not say.....later i kembang...hahahha..ok shaddap anna...

meetin twiggy later...soon actually...wanna talk bout dat "thing"....hahaha

thursday

2005-04-07T21:15:00.000-07:00

like i said in my previous previous post....my fren ditched me today...and i found out more stuff bout him today...geez...he is taking d **y thingy seriously...anyways...me bored now...

List of what i would love to be...
1. Anak solehah....???...well i don think im even near that...
2.A model..hahaha..joke of d year...haha...
3. Air stewardess??...hahha..joke of d century....
4. I always wanted to bcome a doctor...wanted to help d sick n poor...too bad...my chem sucks even though i love chemistry...actualli its i love d chem teacher...hahaha...ok lame me....
5.A good Friend....A good partner....A good wife...A good mother...a good grandmother....a good great grandmother....hahaha.....

got alot more....but so damn lazy can...hahaha...Mwuaaah..to all my frens in Aussy...Uni of Sydney esp....miss you Alex n d cool Dudes..!!

SIS BBQ

2005-04-06T21:40:00.000-07:00

here are d pics from my sister's house on 2nd April...DANg..if onli she was born on 1st April can shiioook...can bully her all i want...ahha..but she too old oreadi...haha

My bro in law n me nephew ok...yati reading small kids book...hahaha

[Zinevra, Boon, Orica]
BUBU..wheres your apple...

BOON RAWKS !!!....Our heavy metal deicide fan sound guy cousin..ok too long...

Ok guys..meeting Sean n Twiggy in a short while...byeeee..!!

Wetness Day

2005-04-06T18:06:00.000-07:00

came back all drenched.....anyways..I wanna telll everybody that
I'M SO LAZY TO BLOG AGAIN...
YES I'M A LAZY BLOGGER

make it brief....met my darling at breeks...heheahahah..he workin today...
might be going to gym tml with him,FAz..hahahahaha.....im sure he cancel one...
well...im good at sensing stuff....hahahha.....ok shaddap anna...i got smth to tell you

I'M SO LAZY TO BLOG AGAIN...
YES I'M A LAZY BLOGGER

and BUBU: thks for "dedicating" that song to me & boon....and ain??...ahaha...

APRIL POOL

2005-04-01T01:02:00.000-08:00

hahaha....was out with twiggy,sean,miral and zat for awhile at 134...den dat somebody go make me paranoid like hell.....134 there got playground....dat twiggy go play at d slide....den me n miral were like talking bitchin usual stuff...den we heard a loud scream....dat ZAT shouted "syed patah kaki... syed patah kaki"...i was like WTF!!...........ran to him...den.. "HAHAHAH...BLOODY FOOL! APRIL FOOL!!"....arrgh
i was swearin throughout.........ALL d words frm my swear dictionary was flowing out frm my mouth!!....

arrgh........anyways..i jus realised smth..im bad at pranks...!!..i always end up gettin beaten up...
i shall not say d pranks i did just now...esp to my bestest fren sean.....cos my body is still achin frm d beatin....ahhah...

I WANT MY SWEET REVENGE...!!!......

THURSDAY

2005-03-31T16:51:00.000-08:00

sorry didn blog last few days.....really busy.....anyways....last night had dinner with ma ex band members....firdu,c.j.,Fee and i brought my friend from poly along,Jia wen....cos she got car....fetched me first after maghrib...den went to Pasir ris to fetch firdu n c.j. at interchange....den went to bedok...Simpang bedok....

all of us had pratha excpt for me...hahaha....anyways...started toking bout d band n all....i miss papa patrick sia....and jia wen was soo bored...left there around 9+...den sent us home....of cos me first...hahaha......

dah la....im bcomin so lazy to blog....hahahaha...really....

den..den...den... i'll tellu tmrw....awww...

MONDAY

2005-03-28T16:15:00.000-08:00

went to airport in d mornin with bubu...!......

had breakfast at Deleparis...ehehe..delifrance!!!.....den..i realised...i lost my freaking wallet.....arrgh..gd thing theres onli like 10bucks dats all....haha...

There were like so many ang mohs...arrgh....but all taken by indonesian or phillipino gals...geez....oh ya we took d damn skytrain....over n over n over n over again..fine we were like small kids...we like shouting "Weeeeee".."WAaaahh".."Yeeeaaah"
......we didn get out of d damn train....ahhaha....

anwyays..went back to tamp for pool...heehhee.....Twiggy called...he asked me teman him go cut hair...but den bubu don wan...den fine..twiggy had to go alone..haha..oh ya..I had another piercing!!..heheh

den i had to go.....anwyays...actualli alot of stuff happened to day..
i'll list it down
1.bubu was like touching me...eeee...she damn bored..!
2.told stupid jokes...."Eh..u kenal Is?...EASTCOast!!..haha".."Eh u kenal Fla?..FLOWER!!..hahahaha..."
3.oh ya....wait..i forgot wat else happened...aiya..tell u tmrw...

EXAMS OVER....feel like playing pool...omg...now i play pool like small kid...i cant hold d cue stick properly...cant aim...like in d movie "Last Samurai"...d guy said " No mind...No mind.."...i thought of dat...but it didn help abit...

I'll stop here..

BLOODY SATURDAY

2005-03-26T21:30:00.000-08:00

ONE MORE PAPER TO GO PPL....yeah...monday last paper......!!...

i jus came back....anyways....went dinner at my aunty's shop with twiggy and his gf...wats her name...oh ya...Kelly...i feel so extra..but he insisted dat i followed.......she was wearing like....like...she going clubbin(stilletos,skirt..nice top)...and i was wearin my stupid big baggy TPSU red shirt(which looks like a dress) and stupid shorts n slippers......anyways...after dinner...walked home....den lepak under d block......[anyways...i find it weird yet cute to see a gothic ex satanist guy with a pretty colourful dressing gal..but hu cares..dey are soo cute]

WAaaahhh...FULL MOON tonight....but moon abit orangey...d moon is sick i think....anyways...
we were all sitting down..admiring the moon...den d damn couple were like huggin each other...and stuff..u noe.....and i was like...OMG...so roomantic....lowmantic ah....hehe...ok lame....dang...FINE !!!...i was kinda jealous.....hu cares
...anyways....I'm anna...d crazy loud bitchy anna.......DANG IT!..i am JEALOUS....omg..OMG......
I had no one to hug....sooo...i hugged myself....awww....geez...wats bcomin of me....but who cares right.....its only a phase dat im goin thru....omg...I'm a despo?...omg...im so paranoid right now...
all i need to do now ....is to think of....Bryan Kinney...he is soo cute!...dang it..He's gay..!

I NEED TO SHUT UP! SHUT UP JUST SHUT UP SHUT UP!

I NEED MY PSYCHIATRIST!!!

FREAKY FRIDAY

2005-03-25T23:57:00.000-08:00

..geez...played badminton with bubu.....at cc...hahaha.....walao....so fun..!!..hahaha...anyways...sweat like a pig...

came home...rested..bathed...den baring at living room...with abang..a.k.aAndy boy..haha...three of us watched VCD.....hahaha...Andy tidor must always snore....arrgh..hahah..runs in d family......

anyways...had a BBQ at night....me n bubu were incharged of d chicken and satay n prawns....
and omg......smoke got into my eyes...arrgh....i was crying...arrgh....i'd rather cry over onions den smoke...hahaha....watched Spongebob movie afterwards...finally i get to watch d whole movie...
i only watched like a quarter of dat movie at Syam's house....hahaha

NIGHTMARE THURSDAY

2005-03-24T23:33:00.000-08:00

....well...i talked to david frm 7+ to 10+..he was telling me bout his "experience" in d army...
why must he serve ns so fast....he is onli 18...no wait..he is onli 17....anyways..he was telling me bout tripods in d army!!!...omg...dey walk round naked!!....it was like paradise for him....he hates it there....he jus booked out today...booking in dis sunday.....not too sure whether i could send him off....so early sia...0700!!....anyways....going to meet him dis saturday...hopefully..!!...he wants to go to Banquet!!...at eastpoint!!..he misses his rojak cheee naaa......haaha.....I miss him so so so so damn much.....ok i know its been onli like 2 weeks....haha..even marly misses him....arrgggh
anyways....he broke off with....u know hu...argrh...i don understand why?...geez...gay couples don last long do they...hahha

anyways.....meetin twiggy bro for awhile soon....goin to pass him his stuff(cds, notes)....n he owes me another haircut..!!...arggh...i hope he wont spoil myhair again like he did recently...
arrgh..my hair looks like shiet now....senget benget?...yeah!....must use loads of GEL now..!

playin badminton wif bubu tml...!!..woohooo....irfan all comin over..!!....yeah.>!!...ok im acting like a small kid..!

CRAZY TUESDAY

2005-03-23T19:09:00.000-08:00

well...went to schl gym in d morning.....left there ard 11+..went home....to SLEEP!....bubu called...in d noon askinng me out...too bad i was dyin to go back to me snoreville....hahaa....slept slept till evening....woke up and realised most of my Queer as Folks shows are completely downloaded...<<

anyways watched it..and omg..Uncle Vick died....it was so sad...Micheal and emmett were shocked to see him on the couch....not moving...he was hard as a stone!......Micky was really sad.....Debbie was still in shock...she didn cry at all....

ok enough of gay shows....hahaha....stupid exam tml....in d SPORTS HALL !!.....arrgh...
dey are crazy to put me, the Queen of Laughter in a place where there arent any ACs....arrgh...
I wanna COMPRAIN....COMPRAIN....or even better...SUE that damn schl....ok shaddap anna...

den ...den...den...i tell u tmrw...hehe..wahehe...haha...wahaha........

Freaky Exam

2005-03-21T19:54:00.000-08:00

aaarrgh....went to schl in d mornin to use d gym.....i was d onli one dere sia...ahha
woohHhooOOOo....left there at 11....went home to change and to do more revision....
1330..twiggy bro fetched me den go scl together....our paper was at 1430...TOOK D BUS!!...u noe d long thingy dat carries apeks n ahnyas...arrgh..ok dats demeaning....

anyways..met up wit ma classmates..den headed for hell.hahaha...i don wanna tok bout d exam....all i can tell u is dat it was ok...dats all..hahahhaa..finished paper at 4...
suppose to meet twiggy after d paper...
walao....he take his own sweet time to do d paper...1730 d paper suppose to end...he finished it at 1725...arrgh..i hate waiting for ppl for over an hour....
went to bookshop to get his cds...den went home....he meetin his gf at her block later...hmm....he says he goin to "study"...she accompanies him...hahaha...
hahahaha...no comment twiggy bro...

tml got IISO!!!...EEee...soOooO...ok lame....

Den den den...i'll tell you tomorrow...hahah

2005-03-20T19:50:00.000-08:00

had a realli weird dream last night...woke up at 3...or two..i cant remember....d dream was...hmm... hmmm....i don know how to explain....hmm..hmmm....tomorrow i tell you....

anyways...slept at 4...i think...arrgh...lost track of time.....woke up at 7 or 8...i think....studied till afternooon....den ...helped out at my TAMPINES COURT art comp.....dey were havin an art comp in tamp ..dey had egg paintin..drawing shit...calligraphy....... i volunteered to help....actually my friends forced me to....ahhaha...

rosey and me....ahaha....we were incharged of the registration counter...

the egg i painted...hHHAHAH....its a tree...apple tree to be precised....haha..
but i didn win..cos its only for kids from aged frm 3-12...dang...im onli 11 yrs old for goodnes sake..I WISH!!...

there dose pathetic little devils painting stuff....hahaha

DAts aunt Clara...her mouth is like those of a drag queen...hahaha....

anyways....the whole event finished ard 5...

went home..bathe....
Studying soon...i think...hahaha...

Freaky Saturday

2005-03-19T22:16:00.000-08:00

well...went for rugby in d morning.....during the break about 9+.....
received a call......"hello..is dis miss. raehannah..im calling from temasek poly...you hav bad performance bla bla bla bla....yada yada..miss your voice la...long time no see you la..."...so obvious it was non other den Fazli Kutcher.....
hahahaha...he told me to stop by at his workplace...today he working at Simei Breeks.......till 5...
fine i said......after rugby went to twiggy's house to study....till about 4pm....went home..changed then went to breeks....haha...d breeks dere so small...onli 4 ppl workin..hahaha...

dere my "abang" yg jus came back frm india...he preparing my sandwich...EEEeeeeEEe
wonder whether he got wash his hands or not...

walao...dey onli serve me coke n a tissue..I WANNA COMPRAIN!!...COMPRAIN i tell YOU!

when to bubu's house at night....then, bubu,mahateiru n mua...go jln jln....haha..
we telling stupid jokes...making fools out of ourselves....

faz would say"waah..bubu so KINKyyyYY..."..hahahhaa

Freaky Friday

2005-03-18T18:30:00.000-08:00

today will be like a compo..up to u to read or not..

now in Mahathieru's room, my cuzzie's room...bubu's bro...blogging..geez...i am dat bored...
well...went to bubu's house at 7am...went there to send my grandpa to hospital for eye check up....my other cousin,another heavy metal cousin of mine... ,Yanto, followed us...since he has the car..black colour sia....BLACK sia..ok shaddap anna.. haha..
anyways, went there..me and yanto started toking bout my ex sec schl....sekolah batu karang..coral sec...since he is teachin there..D&T...haha..padan muker...haha..
started toking crap oso la...about the gigs...

while waiting for my grandpa's stupid number to come up..for d firdt time in my life..i saw prisoners!!...or convicts..or watever...dey oso havin their check up there...all escorted by policemen...there was dis one malay policeman...walao..walk like wanna fight sia....d face step-garang...walk oso one kind..walk kang kang kangkang..as though his balls in his pants are to big...HAHAHA...d fani part was dart he was onli a lance corporal....haha...

den den...Den....i saw HIM....HIM....it was "love" at first sight??...haha.....Dr.Marcus LIm....he entered his doctor room thingy.....omg...SO CUTE..face like Jamieson..but better version of Jamieson....arrgh....he is tall...looks built....arrgh....MElting....anna Melting...Anna...Melting....he is So hot...i could stare at him d whole day...there he sits in his doctor chair thingy...arrgh...I so Cair oreadi.....i was hoping dat my grandpa would get him..turned out..we got d worst doctor ever....Dr. Jimmy shen Yu......Big glasses...overgrown tummy.. his tummy is so big, i could fit my whole family in it..ok im so mean...but he is a really frenly doctor la... make jokes here..joke dere.....hahaha....like dey say..don judge a book by its author..??...by its cover!....haha..ok lame...

i can hear bubu singing Jay chou song in d next room...walao..so high pitch sia...i think anytime now..she will go into the ultrasonic range.......hahahhaa....

continue later..mwuah....

weds

2005-03-16T22:53:00.000-08:00

I jus pulang
....so tired...woke up at 5.30am...mandi ...pray...left d house at 6 + go meet my rugby senior...Sofia...at tamp mrt...Rugby at 0800, there'll be junior rugby gals today.....omg...i had to carry 3 rugby balls sia all d way to Padang can....gd thing we took d cab...of cos..CAB rocks!....trainig as usual..sucks to d core...arrgh...d new gerls were so..so...so thin..i so jealous....but d fani thing was dat..dey run abit den fall..i push abit dey fall...ahhahaha...gd thing dey takin up touch rugby....anyways,my legs aching..ankle hurts....

finished everythin at 12pm....went to TP to study..so quiet so shiiook.....my stupid abang say wanna study..he cancel to tml...hahah...not suprised....

came home at 6 pm aroun there.....had dinner wash up...went to usual 131 to study again at our usual timing..actualli didn study...Talked n rest....Twiggy started tokin bout his seduce system and relationships...omg..he is so gd at dis kind of stuff..he is my idol... he is d kind where u can trust ur secrets with.....His gf so pretty i tell you...hahaha...

lol

2005-03-15T23:31:00.000-08:00

jus came back frm study....arrgh....twiggy sent me home....he was wit us for awhile onli....he tied my hair...he actualli laughed first...cos..he..he...telah cut my hair till like shiet...he been laffing since last thurs...!!....can tie nice nice but don know how to cut nice nice...GEEZ!...anyways, he found a straind of white hair....WHITE HAIR...u noe hair dat is WHITE...!!!!!...on my scalp...u noe...where d hair sticks on to d thingy.........argh...see la...STRESS!!! White hair i tell you...WHITE !!....arrgh...fark it la...i don care....actualli i do...i just action say i don....ok shaddap anna...

reached home....den my cousin n his family came....my stupid monkey nephews came...im tellin you...dey really are monkeys..!!....MONKEYS...u noe d ones dat swing frm tree to tree...u noe..d ones dat makan kutu frm their other monkey frens badan...

SEE I TOLD YA...MONKEYS!

BUt i still LOVE em...yes i do love d blood sucking tree swinging kutu eating MONKEYS

tues

2005-03-15T19:40:00.000-08:00

had d worst sleep of my life....waited till 2 am for Dave tocallme..he said he'll call me at 10pm..den he asked me to wait "abit" longer....anyways..dat was our last conversation..i can still remember his "advice".."Anna, next time must stop using tissue..must use socks now...make "it" look bigger"...geez...hahahaha....he leaving oreadi..argh...gonna miss him alot....oreadi missing him...haha...actually nah...i hope he gets tortured!!....toked till 3+ den tido....

den my cat woke me up..meow and meow....couldn sleep....arrgh!....fed her....den shuts my eye...den ppl started smsin me...arrgh..!!....sleep or sms??....since they're my frens i will layan them...6am, at last i get to sleep...den my mom woke me up...."Anna pegi sembahyang"....geez...sleep or pray??...obviously pray....arrgh..at last i could sleep....Tiill....8am..BUBU! BUBU!...go ask me meet her, she needs to pass cds to Jo Bro...fine i went....

reached at mac, met Jo first...started toking...hahaha....den bubu came...den we go brakfast..sorry my english berry d short....i don wan write long long la...i was realli tired..all d way, i was ready to sleep....story cut short>>wanted to go Bedok Gym..instead.. i went home to sleep..

Meeting Wei Wei, Miral, Manda n Sean later...need to study!!....

gonna study tml with my abang, Jingwei....tot of PP Library there....got Starbucks sia..ahahah..

monday

2005-03-14T21:00:00.000-08:00

went to gym at 0830..den met my gym buddy, Haz....it was onli d 2 of us there...and there was actualli an indian there..i know him frm I.T. schl..he got bad sense of clothing(blue shirt and green pants?..)....he said hi....he not dat gd looking..but berry frenly...started toking bout exams n all..his name is Raj..i met a new fwen...yeah! [i feel like intro him to Faz..hahah]..was there till like 1020...

den go study!!....was dere sampai 1245 den went home to put my bag..so heavy sia...den went to Tamp library with my file onli and a pen.....and my hp...and money....met fairul there...he teman me study...Waah..where to get that kind of friends nowadays...studied n studied my stupid CMSY(fairul slept..after readin..HOme Decor mag)...Computer Systems..don even ask me wat its all about...cos i hav no eye deer...hahaha....
go meet ENO at 6.30 !!Played pool at PAV till 8.15 den we all went home...

David my darling...going for ns oreadi...sending him off tml mornin..i think..he heaven call me yet...dat farker..!!..hope you don flirt wit the guys there like u do here...hahahahahhaha.....

plans

2005-03-13T22:50:00.000-08:00

Went rugby for awhile since i couldn make it yesterday....did usual field training...stayed there for like 2 hours den i cannot tahan...i said i was "sick"...hahahaha....

Darryl picked me up sent me home...rest infront of ma tv till evenin....
den around 8.30pm went to meet my "baybehs" at sean's block[walao..kang wei got 5 packs of cigi frm his uncle..haha..no wonder dey all meeting tonight]...aiyar...go there just to collect my thumb drive onli...sean was helping me wit my i.t. shiet...hahaha....

gonna study....!!

My plans for tomorrow and d rest of my week...

go school in the mornin at 0800....
go gym till 10 plus...
den meet my darling esther at 11am
Den gonna study at library till night...
Library is so quiet...so fun to study!..woohooo!

Exams sia...arrgh..im gonna freak out..as a matter of fact i'm oreadi freaked out!
ok shaddap anna

bbq

2005-03-12T13:21:00.000-08:00

dis was d ok ok worst BLOCK 135 BBQ ever...Daryl couldn come,go send gf to relatives house or smth like dat..but his bro,Benjamin came...i hate his bro..so d tao........The 2 gd looking guys came but i didn get d chance to see em cos i was bathing.....dey left as soon as i finished bathing....arrgh..maybe we werent meant to be??...hahahaha...waah..so EMO..sooo BOON.....anyways...
I baked BROWNIES sia...first time in my life i did smth useful with my hands...it turned out nice...it looks nice but tastes kinda chewy..but nice....ahahha....its nice chewy brownies...

my uncle....uncle larry hanson...he's d one who taught me how to speak good english..till now..

there d guy in white...Benj...dat farker...no wonder darryl hates him...haha..but his body POWER!!

all my neighbours....

my uncle n his family came too...dey so d extra..come to eat food onli..haha..no wonder Bhai Syafiq so d fat...hahaha..

BBQ ended around 11 plus.....den went to d 24hr kopi shop meet my kaki...haha..had a few cokes chat den went home...den...den...den......i tell u tmrw..

friday...

2005-03-11T05:43:00.000-08:00

hmmm...afetr schl...met my bestest bestest fren...known her for so long oreadi...haha..met marly..went lunchin at LJ...started toking bout her ZAL..haiz...he go ns oreadi...hahaha...i asked my darling homo faggoty david to come along but he busy...aww...if he came he'll be so irritating..haha...but we love him so...WE LOVE U DAVID!...our indian hero...frm serangoon road..hahaha

MArly's face...like me..equally retarded...haha

All of a sudden...I felt the most wonderful sensation...it was my phone vibrating..haha lame...dat KuDUT Syam want to meet me...he n his dla...haiz...that was Plan A....den came Plan B...dat was...me to meet dla first since syam was "stuck" in d "rain"..haha

met her n her frens...Naz and...Bla..and bLa...and hus d last gerl...oh ya Bla...sorry i can onli rememebr one...haha...send dem off to interchange....den me, dla n marly..went shopping...
oh ya while we were walkin....marly slipped n fell..hahaha..so fani..HAHAHAHAH....SO FANI...hahahahhaahha...realli fani..haha....OMG im EVIL...but hu cares..hahaha....headed to toilet...to doll ourself up...i did DLa's eyelashes....so nice sia...lentek(did i spell corectly?) giler...makes her eyes look bigga...hehe...

syam came riding on his stallion to rescue her gerl frm d evil anna n her evil twin marly....waah..like knight's tale...ok shut up anna...
den he abandoned me n marl...awww....haha..we went shopping for earrings...i got BBQ tml..marl got open house thingy...went looking for cutey guys...hahaha...NO LA..if zal finds out..marl u gonna be in deep TOOT...went shopping...n shopping...den balik....

n dat guy go cut my hair till like shit...He can tie hair so nice but cannot cut hair properly....i shall not say hu..hahahaha......see la now must gel my hair till keras like stone...or batu..ok both d same... tml got BBQ wit my neighbours..dat cutey guy comin oso...wit his bro...arrgh...cant wait cant wait...i wonder wat to wear...hmmm....

anwyays..bubu came den we went out to jln jln......dere was dis realli cute ang moh guy...he every time take no.8 wit me....wat a "coinciden" to see him...haha..shaddap anna.....den on d way back...i ....i ....did smth realli dumb.. "i realli cannot tahan sia bubu"..... i know bubu is still laffin bout it....

PPL DON READ BUBU'S BLOG...!!....R(SC).....rated for senior citizens to read onli.....haha

thurs

2005-03-10T02:18:00.000-08:00

hate today.....me n esther thot there was knp tut....we met up at bus stop..and it turns out there isn any tut....arrgh..came to schl for nth....we sat down at the bench started drawing and coloring....hahaha...around 12+ met up wit Z,hafiz and wan at KMC...
Wan actually heard my lafter yesterday while he was bathing...n he's stayin on d 7th floor....cos i was with my frens yesterday n so happened i laffed at his block..ok shaddap anna...bought Wan a pack of cigi...but i didn give him all...muahaha...no way hozey m i gonna let someone smoke a pack per day....syam n faz joined us later....

Waah...syam n faz lapar sey...haha...

Wanted to leave but dat syam make noise..."oi..why u leave..Don leave.."...bla bla bla..i left anyways..haha...faz wanted to borrow me jacket..i told him watever he is wearing is very nice la...he hensem la...i said all dat cos i don wan him to use me jacket..OMG..im so mean...but he looks ok actualli in d shirt n pants..but i tink d pants abit tooo tight...i wonder y?..to attract guys attention?...haha..JOKING LA

played pool...went lunching....

a stup salesman sold me perfume...fark..smell like my davidoff...haha..n bubu..iwasn flirtin wit him..iwas jus being friendly..haha

den met my long lost fren..Aji, his hair was like ...OMG...MOG..GOM...OGm(oriental gold member..ok lame anna)...it was GREEN!

too tired....went home...might be goin out wit david later...he gonna teach me bout some IT shiet...but so tired!...den den den...i tell u tmrw..

weds

2005-03-09T19:56:00.000-08:00

I didn go to schl today.....dat bubu ask me meet her dis morn...she didn go schl either....hahaha....went to tm...played at d playgrd....haha...we were dat bored...

shiet...anna without make-up...hahaha...

went shoppinG!!..den bla bla bla.....
bubu came over me house...she slept till like 2+ den she go meet her fwen....

i went for rugby soon after....

meetin darryl soon....den den den....tell u tmrw...

tuesday

2005-03-08T02:43:00.000-08:00

dang...dat "somebody" came my house to fetch me so damn early...i said 8.45 he come 8.00..he waited for me in my living room, watched HBO....hahaha....ppl still bathing....well i oso did hav time to take pics of maself..hahahaha...ok like totallylame.com......went school wit him as usual...had to take BUS..BUS i tell you.....geez..!!

had d worst headache....during me lab session..bought fruits during break..went meet syed...KECOH!..haha..today i think HE is testing my patience...there was dis freakin irritatin fly flying(like der) here n there....so irritating i tell u!..

Raj Toyol,Ayoz(CUTEY) and yat(ermm....erm..no comment..haha)..joined us...yat asked to take pics of him in his "formal" clothing....geez....i've bcome a photographer sey..ok shaddap anna...

oh d last pic is yest pic of twiggy in d bus...hehe..

anyways,went back schl....stupid tutorial...haha....so tired...Going to meet david later...and den....den....den.....I'll tell u guys tmrw....ahahahah...BITCH!

monday

2005-03-07T20:15:00.000-08:00

me n Twiggy went to schl as usual...stay so near..less dan a km apart....since we were oreadi late for lec...went to lab instead...hahah....started toking bout hantus...changi hospital...yada yada yaya.."oooOouuh sirr care Reeee"...haha..n "somebody" tied my hair for me...hehe...

but my hair was destroyed by the Yat Butt Yat..argrh...i was already dressed up for my damn formal presentation....which was extremely fun!...haha....

hehe..went to makcik...met up with d same ppl....wan,Z n syed left....me, syam n faz did d most stupidest yet fun thing..we did a video of syam n faz toking but...instead of faz realli toking...he jus mime...n i took over his voice...totalli hillarious...
LIke totalli hilarious .com....haha...till all of us cried..haha..

went to meet dla....at lj...zra was dere too....

went home wit fuzzy wuzzy....i met davey(he was in tamp oso...i "wonder" y?..meet ur damn gd lookin totaali hensem.com bf!!)..argh...went to kopi shop..started tokin bout "stuff"...hehe...den ...den..den.....I'll tell u tmrw...hahaha

arrgh

2005-03-06T18:08:00.000-08:00

started violin lessons again....damn russian teacher was on maternity leave....anyways, lessons are always fun with her.....she got me dis new violin piece...waah...so nice sia d song...

anyways, went shopping alone just now for my formal thingy stuff....den...somebody saved me!!...Fee and Sebastian a.k.a Monyet called me up to play pool..wohooo...
dey went shoppin wit me first..den played pool at pav...as usual, dat monyet always bitched bout M & M...(mats & minahs)...hehe

went to starbucks....dey smoked...i sat n enjoyed d smoke..??/??..den dey sent me home!
dah la...i don wanna type long long like my cuzzy..she ah blog like wanna make a book sia...ok bye...ADIOS U airheads!..onli jk...

LOVE EVERYBODY...ecpt for...hmm....tml i tell u

friday

2005-03-04T22:15:00.000-08:00

OMG....its been so damn so damn long since i blogged......hahahaha......geez....anyways

Friday hmm......went to school as usual....hahaha......finished around 11 am.....den go meet ayoz...he poor thing alone there wit soba....hahahha......started toking bout.....geez...i forgot!!...
anyways, we were toking bout smth la.....

Lepak wit syam, faz, redhwan and Z at kedai mak cik(as usual)....haaha...me n syam went to d "cheap drink" kedai......i bought fruits....den syam asked me to buy guava thingy for him wit d powder thingy...ahhahaha.....oh ya..we shared money to buy one carton?...aiya the six-pack??(ok dat sounds like beer).....arrgh....the six-pack milo packets.....hahaha....

syam "believes" dat milo can make him "shit"......since he was dying to shit....hahahaha....

hmm....we toked....ate....toked..ate....den we went off....

Me, syam n faz took 15......i was gonna meet darryl for awhile...he wanna pass me smth.....den met my pentium 1 cuzzy, BABA BIBI BUBU......BUBU LA....hehehe...

went LJ.....den go the open plaza there..is dat wat its called???....
go jln jln look for stuff....hahaha...go play pool....hahaha....saw alot of ma fwens there.....

went home..met up wit syed a.k.a twiggy ramiel cortez...

den he sent me home as usual..aiya..his house so near mah.....tml got RUGBY...but shiet....papa hate me goin out in d sun.....alar....

to ma darling bro, J.W.>>>> got other fishes in d sea la !!..... like ehem ehem...u know hu...hahaha

long

2004-12-01T17:19:00.000-08:00

its been a berry berry long time since i blogged...welll...here goes...YESTERDAY was so FUN man !!! went to bugis with Athir....go look for clothes.....i bought dis really nice black jacket....bought black pants too!!!!...so nice man....!!!....anyways today was horrible, firdu n his gang( atai,hanafi,mizi,rafi, sean n a few gals) came over my house for hari raya...for the third time oreadi !!!walao, firdu say he jus gonna stay for a while only...he enter my room....den SLEEP!!!...rafi n atai slept on my couch....d rest oso join but didn sleep watch Cinderella Story on my comp...dere was like 8 ppl in my room...gosh...so squeezy!!!!....i don wanna tok bout it...my leg still hurts !!!

"Dan mungkin bila nanti kita kan bertemu lagi
Satu pintaku jangan kau coba tanyakan kembali
Rasa yang kutinggal mati
Seperti hari kemarin saat semua disini "--Peterpan-mungkin Nanti

playground

2004-11-13T19:07:00.000-08:00

well today was so fun..!!!!!!..rafi asked me to go over his house and pick out which baju kurung for him to wear tomolo...i find that stupid...fine...i took a cab...like der to pasir ris....went to his house..his mother hugged me...i was like wat..she said "selamat hari raya, raehannah.."...omg...!! rafi's room forever messy..!!...after hours of deciding wat to wear and all....went to chill downstairs with firdu, zal, atai...hahaha..so good sey...dey all live nearby wit each other...d boys as usual always tok about gals and all....haiz...i pity them....

i decided to go to playground....suddenly, all of em wanna follow oso...hahahahahhaha....we played blind man...!!!!hahahaha...so stupid man....atai became d blindman...den firdu told us to leave atai alone there....hahhahahaha...so fani sey!!!...

reached home...so tired...jus broke my fast....and guess wat...tomolo HARI RAYA!!!..omg....so fast sey....i wanna apologise to all ma fwens if i did hurt your feelings in anyway...me sowwie!!!..

cant wait to get ma hands on $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

sum 41

2004-11-12T16:31:00.000-08:00

I really felt this song......i hope you guys do too....

"PIECES"

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I dont believe it makes me real
I thought itd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe its in my soul
Id say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That Im trying to let you know
That Im better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I dont know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But its the only thing that I have

If you believe its in my soul
Id say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That Im trying to let you know
That Im better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
Its hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe its in my soul
Id say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That Im trying to let you know
That Im better off on my own

poor

2004-11-11T18:47:00.000-08:00

lo..this morning..0100..syam zikky..hahaha....don know why he picked dat name....ask me out to town..hahahha....ttoooo bad....den..he asked me to find blind date for him...hahah..so leceh man...den he so d cerewet kind....argh...one by one i showed him my gal frens....one by one he reject except for one...hehheh..i shall not say her name....hahhaha....hint: E.T...hahah...

dis afternoon helped my neighbours decorate her house...deepavali man...hehehe....

HAPPY DEEPVALI TO ALL MY SHADOW FWENS..and yes that includes david, anishka, vinita, tresha, marcus, poonam, faisal(haha..dat joker), Vikram(coral)..and myself???...ahhahahahah...don be scared.....tonight is d night where you can hear indians singing all the way to d early morning...i think..i'm such a lamer.....

now waiting for break fast...so damn hungry...arrghhhh.....my stomach sounds lile this now "gruk gruk grrrrukk.....guk...grrrrrul...ggerrrruk"..argh..so hungry..onli 5 more minutes to break fast ...i think....argh..tahan anna...

lol

2004-11-10T20:54:00.000-08:00

Firdu or now known as Aush...and fairul..oops i mean C.J. came to my house to fetch me to go shopping....walao long time never see Firdu....hensem sey...see he followed my advice and cut his hair...now the hair very nice..hahha...walao, shout like monkeys sey outside my house.."RAE !! RAE!! RAE Hyena!!" dats wat dey called me during my band days with em...i was forced to take d bus !!! ARGH!! i hate taking bus !!

anyways met my twin, Rafi!! haha.he still cute as ever...!!went town..go hereen...look for present for my cuz nl looked for firdus hari raya stuff....all of us at first pakat wear same colour for hari raya..hahaha.lame i know...anyways, town so boring man....went bak TM!! we were at 77th street where rafi met dis kinda cute gerl...walao dat guy..FLIRT KING!!!...since sec schl sia...flirt wif everyone...but poor Fi, kena reject..!! firdu bought shades..argh!! dragonfly shades..so nice man...for my bday dey never buy me anything...so sad...c.j. said "anna i belanje u water cooler ok??"..i was like wth??..hahaha...went to arcade play daytona..hahah...i got 2nd..rafi first...c.j. last hahahaha...loser!!!..anyways, so tired went home after dat...

"I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what they mean
(I'm not okay)
So be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed

I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

outin

2004-11-07T22:53:00.000-08:00

hahha..met my cuzzins, bubu n her bro...oh ya plus their mom at isetan...her mom wanted to get me smth for me bday.....fine..so me, bubu n abg athir went looking for wat i wanted..in the end i got this really kewl bracelet...and a chomel(thats a brand btw) ring...damn i love d ring!!!!

went bugis market...so many indo maids n their guys..omg..it was so gross...like totalli..i cute puke right there n then..anyways, itwas so freakin hot sey..i wonder why they don install air cons there...hahahahhaha...went lookin for my cuzzies hari raya stuff.....i got myself a new stud belt....and omg!!! i love d t-shirt d owner of d shop was wearin..it stated"certified sex instructor from bla bla bla (i cant rememebr d rest)...hahha"..it was so kewl...well he got it from thailand!!!...well there were so many cute guys there..hahha...i can swear my cuzzins would wanna punch me face...they were irritated everytime i see a cute..good lookin..hot guy...hhahaa..i cant help it...hahahaha

oh ya, abg athir got me a bday gift...its a kimono top..so cute!!!..bought for bubu clothes too..her bday wat tml...hahhaha....

went to Parco....look for bubu's shoes!!..walao..so difficult sey..her kaki so big!!!..hahha..anyways, there was dis reallly reallly reallly REALLLY REALLY cute police officer....not cute..HENSEM!!!!...wohoooo..he looks so hot...soo HOT.. in his uni....argh!!!!....got..i swear i was feakin blushin went he walked pass by us...hahahaha....

took neo prints..as usual..going out wit us means stoppin at a neo print booth...hhahahah....i can swear, i was like makin so much noise..hey not only me....my cuzzins tooo!! we were like screamin and laffin...and cursin...even dancin..shakin our botty!!!...hahahahhahah...we all jakon!!!..hahaha....and we all look so damn retarded in d pics!!!hahahaha

well went to arcade after dat...hahah....dere was dis nerdy guy playing d para para...omg...sad to admit..but he was good...hahahhaha....well...went to TM after that......more prints!!!..hahahha...

i met ma fwen ahhaha..shout his name so many times he never pusing till i called his phone..babi SYED..oops i mean TWiggy...hahahaha...but he was far away oreadi...hahaha...den he called me asking where was i?..hahah..he looks better in short hair actualli..hahahah...he can still sae i sombong..nebermind..nevermind...hahah

went ring huntin!!! bought 4 new rings!!!..hehehehe.....hahahaa..

funny

2004-11-06T19:33:00.000-08:00

well yesterday was fun..i went ring shoppin wit C.J....hahahha...so fun sey..till it started rainin..dat spoilt my day...anyways, went to my cuz's house in d evenin...poor thin she...she sick....awwww...hahahaha....d fun part was at night..me n her went to elias mall...so on d way back we spotted crutches at the corner of a void deck...it was kinda spoil.but hu cares..we started playing with em..hahahhahha....so fun..it was funny to see bubu use d crutches..hahha..we started doing stupid stunts with it...i pretended they were my arms..i noe like small kid..but so FUN!!!...hahahhah....good thing it was dark and dere wasn ppl there...hahahahahhahahahahhaha......i cant stop laffin last night..the crutches ROX!!!!......

The Taste Of Ink...i love dis song too..hehehehe

Is it worth it can you even hear me

Standing with your spotlight on me

Not enough to feed the hungry

I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now

In this sea of lonely

The taste of ink is getting old

It's four o' clock in the fucking morning

Each day gets more and more like the last day

Still I can see it coming

While I'm standing in the river drowning

This could be my chance to break out

This could be my chance to say goodbye

At last it's finally over

Couldn't take this town much longer

Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be

Now I'm ready to be free



So here I am it's in my hands

And I'll savor every moment of this

So here I am alive at last

And I'll savor every moment of this



And won't you think I'm pretty

When I'm standing top the bright lit city

And I'll take your hand and pick you up

And keep you there to so you can see

As long as you're alive and care

I promise I will take you there

And we'll drink and dance the night away



As long as you're alive

Here I am

I promise I will take you there

hehehe

2004-11-04T19:54:00.000-08:00

hehehe...i think my cuz noes dis song..isn dat correct hisyam???..he'll be teasing me after dis...hahhahaha....

i went to town wit my cuz today.....walao she drive can puke si...brake here brake there.hehhe...went to DFS Galleria to shop..omg so many freaking smelly jap tourists..but rich ones!!!..went to LV(louis vuitton) shop...look for present for her husbands bro.....one freskin coin pouch is $645...hehehe....went shoppin at Fendi..got myself a handbag...realli nice!!..went to Top Shop..omg i met my fwen there...Rizuan!!..haha...he works there!! hahaha...got clothes frm there too...oh ya wen went to Tyan, Etam, Adidas, mango, esprit( d clothes dere sux), ...but didn buy anytin..so boring sey town...!!! u have to be rich to enjoy life there...i prefer goin to Peninsula..i love shoppin there for my rock climbing stuff esp with Rafiee..haha..dumb gay...BUFO rox!!...

I think u guys noe dis song...hehehe

You almost always pick the best times
To drop the worst lines
You almost made me cry again this time
Another false alarm
Red flashing lights
Well this time I'm not going to watch myself die
I think I made it a game to play your game
And let myself cry
I buried myself aive on the inside
So I could shut you out
And let you go away for a long time

I guess it's ok I puked the day away
I guess it's better you trapped yourself in your own way
And if you want me back
You're gonna have to ask
Nicer than that

I think the chain broke away
And I felt it the day that I had my own time
I took advantage of myself and felt fine
But it was worth the night
I caught an early flight and I made it home

With my foot on your neck
I finally have you
Right where I want you

walao

2004-11-03T17:14:00.000-08:00

damn my cuz found out d song alreadi..damn u hisyam!!!......

i hate crying!!!..today i cried sooo sooo much over a vcd.....i watched Green Mile today....and i cried throughout it....its so sad.....even though its kinda an old movie but its REALLY GOOD!!!....oh gawd i cried sooo sooo sooo much...hahahaha.....the only movies that i would cry are 1. Band of Brothers 2. E.T.(realli..esp d part when d boy thought e.t. was dead...dat was realli sad..hahaha..stupid me to cry over dat) 3. Green Mile...theres a few more but i cant eem to remember...hehehe......i remembered david, fee and haziq laughed at me when we watched Green Mile wen were in sec.4 at dave's house....so embaressing!!! david's father also laugh sey!!!...but i cant help it....its realli sad...!!! JOhn cofee..!!!

2004-11-02T20:35:00.000-08:00

gawd i'm tired today...more painting...hehehehe...went out for dinner wit Bhai Khalid...jus came back..so tired...haiz..hahahaha....

Guess what song is this....hehehhe

Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss
Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential

Ready? Let's roll onto something new
Taking its toll and I'm leaving without you

Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

Pace yourself from me
I said maybe baby please
But I just don't know now
When all I wanna do is try

[x3]
Somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

haiz

2004-10-30T03:42:00.000-07:00

today's me bday..woohooo....12 midnight was fun....so many of my frens called me on me hp.....oh ya 3 overseas calls( David, Lex and Sebas a.k.a Johan...hahahah).....so fani sia....so many ppl callat d same time...hahaha....it was all sooo fun.....

today i did shopPPPing....!!!!!....hahaha

now i'm tired.....cant wait for monday!!..'m going out wit my fwens!!!!...woohoooo..dey gonna belanja me!!!...hehehe....love you ppl!!..i love my fwens sooo much...my dudes especially...you guys have been there wif me through all d bad times and good times..i don know wat to do without u guys.....why are u guys soooo far away from me....its sad....anyways, thks for d presents....oh ya joh!! ur sister ah so fani man...she pass me d present den say its frm her and not you..hahahhaa....she pretty....!!...

thks all of you....well, my family didn give me any present at all...i think my mom doesn know today's my bday...but i love my dad

tired

2004-10-29T22:25:00.000-07:00

damn today i continued to paint my room....hahahha.....so tired.......

i rested till evening.....den went to my cuzzin, bubu's house to break our fast.......anyways, me n bubu wanted to go to elias mall...so..we were walking there....then Oh my GAWD dere were dis two malay gerls a.k.a MInahs...walking towards us....and they apparently love to stare....dey look like freaking pri. 3 or pri 5. or jus plain short....their dressing were horrendous.....honestly, i would mistook dem for hookers....ew...ew....anyways....dey make me sick..staring at us...i feel like ARGH!!!...anyways....i'm still tired now.....

tomorrow going shopping for clothes with my aunt and my mommy.....woohooo...hahahha...i love shopping...hehehe....

tomorrow is d day...hhahahahhaa....

purple

2004-10-27T21:20:00.000-07:00

oh gawd d whole afternoon was just tiring....i painted my room today...PURPLE colour...woohoooo!!!!....hehehehe....so damn tired man....

went out wif c.j., Sean, Marcus, amanda, ting2 and i invited Ben n Dan too...at first my mom didn allow...den after sweet toking to her n my dad....dey let me out...wat can i say i'm very persuasive and manupilative...hehehe..hehehehe.....had dinner at swensens...hehehe..so fun sia.....i ordered crayfish pasta...damn nice.....during dinner or at any meal, i hate sitting with C.J., during d meal, u can see his hands taking some food of your plate.....den..he will ask you whether you wanna exchange food....hahha...YEAH dats s.j. alright....and d embaressin part of d dinner was him flirting with Ben..MY Ben....hahahaha.....

we ordered ice cream too....hahahaha.....me and c.j. shared banana split..honestly...i hate banana split.....hahahaha...oh ya we all went home after dat..cos c.j. ting2 got schl d next day....me, ben and Dan walked home.....so sweet of Ben to carry me handbag...hehehe...even though it was freaking light.....

jus reached home......so tired...Ben Sooo cute...such a gentleman...his bro is hot..hahaha...ARGH!!...

lolz

2004-10-26T19:35:00.000-07:00

..i followed my papa to his office dis morning..his colleagues had problems with Fireworks(Macromedia) and asked me to help em.....hahahah....yes his office full of ang mohs...wat u expect..its Daimler Chrysler.....but most of dem are too old for me....hahahhaha...but i was so happy to meet an old fren of mine....my papa's fren's daughter, Kylie..same age as me...so happy to see her...d last time i saw her wen i was in Pri.3..hahahaha....oMG....her bedonkies were bigger den mine...!!!! DAMN..well it could be fake....hahahah...anyways, after sorting out d MAcromedia prob, me n Kylie went shoppin!!!...hehehehe....

we went to geylang....hahaha..i dragged her there....hahaha...i wanna see d stuff there..OMG....i think its been a long time i went to d market cos it was FREAKING smelly man.....hahahahaa...anyways, there was dis shop we liked, it sold all d stuff i liked....d RINGS!!!..omg..so nice man rings..not onli dat, i think i've bcome gerly too..realli...I'm starting to like earrings....unbelievable rite??..hahaha....but they were so cute ...n d handbags with the intricate designs...so kewl....I love small stuff..u noe like necklaces, rings, earrings....but i hate those dat looks so gerly...u noe those with flowers ..d pink n all...ew..i'm not into d flowers n stuff..hehe

after dat went bak to my papa's offie....gd thing my our dads gave us money for d taxi fare...if not i wonder how to go bak to d office..frm geylang to Centinnial Tower...hahha

i b

bored

2004-10-25T19:20:00.000-07:00

I'm Soo bored ....i don noe why..i feel so lazy today....first time, i don feel like exercising...........so shocking!!!..i was dat lazy..........ARGH!!!........today and only today i've become ANNA...the LAZY HYENA......hehehe..........the oly 4 things i did today was 1.sleep 2. watch TV 3. online 4.bathe...dats all.............

anyways, i'll continue wif yesterday's event......the bazaar....there were so many people there...and all are from my TAmpines Court....i made loads of frens yesterday...not only cute guys but gerls too...hehehehe.........you can see different sort of ppl there....thin ones, fat ones, thin ones wif no sense of colour coordination.....hahaha..oh ya there were dis grp of chinese gerls...i think their in lower sec ....OMG....their clothing were horrible....its like totally obvious they got their clothes from THIS FASHION...i think their whole wadrobe is from THIS FASHION..only THIS FASHION clothes have funny sentences that doesn make sense printed on the shirts/tang tops.......to make them even worse...their make up...ew....all d funny colours on their faces....even circus clowns lok better them dem....

me and ben can stop laffing......and u know me...once i laugh...i wont stop..... the funny part was them trying to hit on Daniel....hahhaha...there was dis chi gerl...shes frm d above grp....orange eye shadow....with green top???..ew...honestly, she looks pretty without d make up....she wa like askin Dan---"Hi, you helpin here?"..."You eaten already?"...hellooo!!!! she so needs to go for a flirting class......anyways, there were 3 gerls who were wif me( fyi, they are pwetty gals), ben and Dan....all of us were hwlping in d bazaar....at d end of the whole event..we all played Block catching..ehehhe
like small kids rite...hehehehehe

anyways...i'm so lazy to continue...hahaha...what can i say..i'm a lazy bitch today...haaha

5 more days People..to my ehem....hehehe..u noe right??hehehe

changes

2004-10-24T21:27:00.000-07:00

oh gawd..so tired..jus came shopping with my papa..hehehe......hahhaa..so fun!!.. I LOve my PAPa..hehehe..

.anyways..dis morning i had to help in a bazaar...cos my residential area has been privatised into a condominium....so now, its like a little village..a community...so like every few months the residents would come together to oragnise a gatherin..its to know your neighbours better......so today they had a bazaar....i was incharge of the tickets..in this booth...

I' do not know why, i'm so lucky this week...i meet cute guys each day..hahaha...ok fine there was anothe person incharge of tickets..i tot it was gonna be a nerd or an old lady...but i was SO so So so so wrong..it turned out to be this cutey eurassian guy..his name is Benjamin Karl smth smth....OMG..OMG OMG...he is sooo FREAking cute mAN....he so friendly too..he was d one hu started d conversation....he looks built...SO fun man toking to him...we started toking rubbish...yeah dat includes SEX...oh ya we talked about mats n minahs...we so anti dem..hahahah...btw, he can speak malay...kinda bad..but can pass..ahahahha

dats not it...suddenly..................suddenly..............his brother came....ARGH!!....i am so lucky man....his elder brother sooo hot !!!!!...i wondered how come i don see dem around...damnme....i shld be more adventurous and travel ard me neighbourhood more.....hehehe..omg...i had 2 guys sitting next to me..hehee.....i have to admit smth....i was SO flirting with Them..hey!! hu wudn...i'm kinda bad at flirting....but at least me friendly...toking to em' was so freaking fun man...ARGH!!!...i can swear all the time we were sitting together..i was so freaking blushing all d way!!!...............

there were games too..so me, BEn, Daniel went round playing the lame games....the fun game was the hoop game....hahahaha....

hey tooo long ah today's entry..i'll continue tml??..MWUAH to me frens!!!

6 more days people!! hurry dig ur wallet!!!

damn it

2004-10-22T19:36:00.000-07:00

...Bhai Khalid came over my house again..he needs help wrapping d damn gift...well he picked d wrong gerl to help him wrap...my wrapping is horrible...i can still remember me n david were wrapping a gift for marly, instead of wrapping, we played with the sticky tape....we taped it to our arms, legs...den we pulled it to see if any hairs were on it..it was PAINFUL!!! argh.....ok back to d story.....btw, the gift is a FREAKING teddy bear....helloooo...teddy bear???..ew...haiz...anyways, its his gift not mine ....and a realli nice necklace i picked out... its realli vintage...woohoooo....

he staying over for break fast too, his mom coming over again...hahahah.....ok anyways, both of us wanted to get snacks for tonight..so we went to 7-11..since it was kinda nearby, i wore my FREAKING TP shirt...and my sec schl shorts..and my old flip flops...oh ya i didn comb my hair either......i looked so ew....but i tot it was onli for a short while....

welll...it turned out bad for me..on the way to 7-11, we saw dis group of cutey guys..OMG...OMG!!..so cute....argh...and i looked like i jus came bak from pulau ubin or smth....damn it....argh

SUCH a bad day...damn..damn....DAMN!!!!

here's another list of my guys that i noe i cant have..hehehehe

top 5 guys i know i cant have

Antonio Sabato Jr.
Simon Rex
Tyron Ho
Peter Facineli
Casey Montero

i know its a stupid list but I'm FREAKING BORED!!!!!....

phoebe???

2004-10-21T04:16:00.000-07:00

haha...i went out with my cutey hensem cousin of mine, Bhai Khalid( father side)...he needed help finding a gift for his gf....wat can i say, I'm good in finding gifts for ppl..hehehehe....we met his frens at hereen....everytime when both of us go out together, ppl always say we look like brother n sister.....fine, we are fair...and we do have similair features....honestly, he is a hotty!!!!....he is tall, nice hair, gd sense of fashion, extremely good lookin..ahahah...wat am i sayin????.he is my cousin for goodness sake.....its always fun goin out wit him, since both of us are kinda b*tchy...we love gossipping....like totally..*claps*claps*.....

he now at my house for break fast....his bro n mom are here too...

ok i jus watched Singapore idols....no offence but i'm jus not into Singapore Idol thingy....There's just no kick in their singing...But that's my point of view....

here i made up a list of comments on the singapore IDOLS...IT MIGHT BE INSULTING but i don care..

Singapore Idol

Taufik Batisah------> gd singer but such a POSER
Christopher---------> Cute...but should be in a schl/church choir..
Sylvester-----------> not bad lookin actualli but scrawny..from far looks like d cicak on my ceiling...no la..joking.....and wats wif all d diff hairstyles dude??
Daphne-------------> ok ok looking, cute, sweet....
Maia----------------> BRACES!!!.....like i said ppl nowadays are blind.....she pretty??..but i love her attitude though...
Leandra-------------> real cute n pretty....rawk on!!!
Olinda---------------> love her style...singing is gd compared to d rest...

there it is folks....hahahaha...

fun???

2004-10-20T03:45:00.000-07:00

hey...wats happening to guys nowadays,???..not onli guys...wats happening to everybody nowadays....don they have a mouth...ok fine, i was out with my frens to day shopping...hehe...we entered Bk, me being a kind gerl, i held the door for this guy.....he walked pass me without saying "Thank YOu", ...i was like...WHAT?!..dat son of ma Bitch......and its not once, ...it happened thrice today.....First, BK, Toilet..den starbucks...ARGH!!..i have come to a solution, .....i aint holding doors for ppl no more....

And why do Guys love to stare???..hellooo..its rude you know....if i had forks wit me jus now, ...they would bcome KASSIM SELAMAT NO. 2.....hahah..ok dats kinda cruel..hehehe..but it realli is rude to stare...

love..????

2004-10-19T17:47:00.000-07:00

oh gawd..i'm a freaking lazy gerl...i was lying on the bed d whole day and watching tv...and omg, dere was dis "romantic" show on hallmark called "Straight From The Heart"....so sad the story....the guy was kinda cute....its was such a touching story....stupid love shows!!!!..i cant beliv i cried watching it.......

Oh gawd, Deakin from d soap opera, The Bold and Beautiful is sooo gd looking...like Totalli..*claps*claps*..hahahahahahah

I'm such a lazy Bum, couch potato.....haiz....

GUESS WHO SANG THIS SONG???..HEHEHE...

Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss
Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential

Ready? Let's roll onto something new
Taking its toll and I'm leaving without you
Ready? Let's roll onto something new
But heaven ain't close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss

Cause heaven ain't close in a place like this
I said heaven ain't close in a place like this
Bring it back down, bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight

Well somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

Pace yourself from me
I said maybe baby please
But I just don't know now

Somebody told me
You had a boyfriend
Who looks like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year
It's not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin', a rushin' around

fun???

2004-10-18T23:24:00.000-07:00

oh gawd...my frens came over!!!...sebastian, Vini, Tresha. Miral n her bro(berry gd loking bro..hehehheeh)..came over to slack....hahaha...we watched dvds..fani sey...Scary Movie 3, K-19, White Chicksl.....hahaha....made our own popcorn....mine turned out bad...hangus sey..hahahaha....

anyways, we had sooo much fun...we played make up..dat johan ah(seb) made me up as an old woman....argh..how terrible...hahahha

anyways, sent dem home...followed by the GAY....hahahaha....den played gb...oMg, my gb skills deteriorating man....hahahhaha...i cant aim properly....wats happening man....heheheheh..

Anyways, i wanna go out with my BRo, Jing Wei and my fwens...ARGH!!! miss em sooo much oreadi....gonna have an outing soon...trudy organising.....last week was the beach..ahahaha....

now chatting with akim, c.j, melo, hykell.....but tat akim going off soon...he sae he ngantuk oreadi...hahahaha.....anyways, bua buaz....MWUAH to all My FRENS..and my DUDES esp....mwuah mwuah...LOVE ya guys SOOOOOOO much

gawd

2004-10-17T23:29:00.000-07:00

damn...honestly, i'm freaking lazy to type wat happened today..so instead, i'm jus gonna list it down...so here goes...

1. watch tv, sleep....der..
2. Guests came over..gd looking ones too...heheheheh..i wud love to tok more about it bu lazy...hahhah
3. sleep...
4....more sleep.....
5. played with ez and all....
6. chat wif my buddies.....
7. tok on d phone wif him..stupid bf problems again..hahahahahha
8. more sleep..hahahahha

done....byez

hungry

2004-10-16T20:55:00.000-07:00

anyways, today was so freaking boring..i was so freaking lazy...i slept and watch tv d whole day...and chat on d phone too...*winks*...so fun talking to him....hehhee..we always tok rubbish ....he was complaining this burning sensation in his pen*s wen he urinates...hahhahahaha..i pity u...hahahha..gd thing i don have anything hanging in btwn my legs...hahahha

was watching my bros vcds he got from his friends...and dere was dis particualr show......which had dis realli cute guy acting in it..omg...omg OMG...OMG.....his hair..his lips...i like guys with nice lips..kissable lips.....hehehe...*blushes*...he is so FREAKING CUTE...like totaalli.*claps*Claps*...and there was dis scene he and his grp of friends were at d beach ...he took off his shirt..and OMG..OMG..OMG..*bangs head to wall*..(so having an orgy jus now)...his bod was so NICE....hotty!!!....i can go on toking about him....fine i'll continue with wat happened today....hehehehe

was playing wit my frens...inc dat Ez guy...and all d way i was like complaining abuot me being hungry and all..suddenly kena dc..hahhhahhahhaa.....anyways now chatting with that rockstarr also known as pornstarr..tokingabout "hot" gals and "nice" songs...Yo dude, i like dat song ok, so if u don like it den too bad...hehehe....and my darling c.j.(his bf again....d onli subj dat we tok is his bf..kinda interesting actualli..).....hehehe....

hehe..addicted...

2004-10-15T18:45:00.000-07:00

ever since my fren sent me the song..i cant stop listening to it man( Edwin McCain- I'll Be)....see la..all ur fault..the song sooo nice....

....now at bubu's house for break fast....during this fasting period, i hate watching Singapore TV channels bcos they keep showing food advertisements..KFC la, BK la, Maggi Mee la....argh..so difficult to control me stomach....but i'm not gonna give up!!! GO Anna!!!!Go AnnA!!!!..give me a A...give me a N...give me another N..give me a A!!!..what do you get!!! ANNA!!!!..ok lame...see i'm freaking bored!!!....hehhehe....wat can i sae..anna lame!!..Hail d Queen of Lame!!!

I'll Be- Edwin Mccain

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
Emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

Chorus:I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

Rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
And stand at the gallows of heartache, that hang from above

Repeat Chorus

I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on,
Remembered the things that you said

Repeat Chorus

yo yo

2004-10-14T18:40:00.000-07:00

hahaha...was chatting with akim a.k.a rockstarr/pornstarr/fallingstarr??... dis morning on a situation i had....hehehe..ssshhh..don tell anybody ok dude....hehehe..anyways, fetched by khalid..he passed his driving license..woohooo..now can send me to schl..hehhhe...he sent me to tanah merah mrt as i'll be meeting my cuz, yati a.k.a BUBU/babi??..heheehe..joking la cuz...i love ya cuz...hehehheee....anyways, went to tm go hav lunch...was eating den realised dere was dis guy staring at me..i tot i haven zipp my pants or i my bedonkies were showing...dat i remebered....he is farid's bro...walao..malu sey...i tot he was a psycho who loves staring...hehehehe.....anyways, went to toy s r us....hahahaha....dat bubu ah love hiting me with the rubber balls....sakit sey...she hit me in d head several times.no wonder my IQ dropping....hahahhaah.....followed her home to change..gonna meet jo to play pool...

went to pavillion to play pool....hahahha..out of d five pool matches i played wif bubu, i won...ONCE!!...damn...at least i'm improving right bubu??....now i can finally aim....or else d freaking white ball will fly to don noe where....hahahahha.....there were dis two guys playing beside us...oMG OMG...dey freaking pro man....and one of dem is sooo cute..buuut...scrawny and has no ass..damn...damn....hehehe....Jo came den played wit bubu...so pro sia dey all...jealous i..hehehe

while dey played i chatted with alex..hu was also there wit his nerdy frens...hahahhaa...he insulted my pool skills...nebermind..i berry d sabar one...hahaha..tookprints too..hehehehe......

sent jo off....den went home..now resting ....kaki penat sey...

fun n more fun

2004-10-13T20:06:00.000-07:00

gawd..to day was so FUN!!..like totalli..*claps*claps*...i was invited to my best fren's house, Sebastian( dumb rich kid)..hahaha..we call him Bastian...we dudes gave him a malay name too..his malay name is Johan...hahahahahaha....so fani sia wen we named him dat...anyways, his back frm the states and he needed a fren...so he called me over....i was so lazy to take d bus all the way there...soooo i asked his bro to fetch me frm tamp mrt station....hahaha...wat can i sae..i'm a spoilt kid!!!!!!..hehhehe..i tot his bro was gonna fetch me in his mom's car, d mercs E class...damn he fetched me in a nissan cefiro....damn!!...no class one...hahaha..jk jk...

Johan staying at Parkstone Road( d road where onli d olang olang kaya live..i so jealous man).....reached there i was hoping he gonna give my gifts frm the states...instead, he gave me a hug..What der..???...he said "here Rae, smell me..i brought you america's air here jus for youuuu..."...it didn smell like america to me..it smell more like someone's B.O.(bangladeshi odour)..hehehehe..joking only la dear......went shopping after dat...at parkway parade...dat johan ah spend money like nobodys business sia...buy this buy that... had lunch at stupid Banquet..argh!!..hehehe...den played pool at Parkway Centre...so fun sey...hahha...YES i noe i'm bad at pool....like they say" practice makes perfect" right?????..hehehehe....went to TM( borring place..hehehe) we then hang around at Starbucks at TM....

jus arrived home..now resting...!!!...

ermm.....

2004-10-12T22:19:00.000-07:00

omg..today was kinda boring...C.j. came over AGAIN...haahha..but its always fun hanging around with him...hahaha..we watched DVDs...hahaha...we were dat bored sia....i don noe why he loves lepakin on d floor...hahaha..he looks like a dead pig..hahahha..joking la dear...hahaha..anyways started toking about his bf n stuff.....so complicated sia his bf problem...c.j. is d extremely sensitive kind of guy...hahaha....anyways i sent him off in d evening......played GB with my frens..so fani sia....that Burnazz and his gang..hahaha...berry kecoh ppl....hahaha...chatted with akim, dave(woohooo), marni, fee, mus....so fani sia..i realised everybody has their own interesting problems.....hahaa...n they always come to me for help...wat can i sae..i'm full of wisdom...and very helpful...yaaaa riiite..actualli i am all those stuff...i think...hahahha.....

nobody has answered my question..hehehehe

Question:
why all d cute guys are always either attached or has a crush at somebody else?????....

shopping

2004-10-11T22:35:00.000-07:00

damn..i love shopping with my dad a.k.a PAPA..hehehe..not only i get what i want...if i were to meet my frens, dey would come up n ask me whether my dad is an ang moh or not...hahaha....anyways, i brought my dad out shopping for my boots for rugby, n i had to look for BUFO shoes for rock climbing dis saturday with Fie...after like an hour of shopping, my dad so needs his medication a.k.a ROKOK...hahahhahaha..fine so we went to starbucks to rest.......den we met my papa's colleague hu was with his son..GAWD his son was totally CUTE!!...tall n good looking...DAMN....he is sooooo cute...i can like bite his head off...not literally bite his head off......so my dad n his fren started toking bout work stuff....so, me n d cutey started toking too.i was shy at firts...hahaha.unbelievable rite?..anna??shy???..haha..he is so d FRiendly and funny ..hehe....den he started toking about his gf...i was like "WHAT?!"...he has a gf?? ..damn...i lost my chance...ARGH!!...damn..

Question of d day:
why all d cute guys are always either attached or has a crush at somebody else?????....

damn...damn damn..double damn..ARGH!!!...hu cares...i think staying single is better...i think...i think..argh!!..so difficult!!!..i feel like a freaking despo..!!!....ok relax anna...breathe in..breathe out....i'm gonna enjoy life as it is...i think...argh...i can go on n on complaining..so bua buaz

gawd dat was some scary shiet

2004-10-10T23:59:00.000-07:00

it was 7.00 +...and i was chatting with hakim, syam.....and at the same time playin gunbound with my bro...wen... suddenly..it went completely silent....DEN."krringg.....kringgg...", the phone rang(ok i noe very dramatic)....my aunt had an extraticket to EXORCIST..ouuhhh..scaarryyy...hahaha..quickly packed my stuff cosi'll besleepingover there as the movie was gonna end reall late...anyways, my darlingpapa sent me....met bubu and her mom.....since it was freaking early me n bubu walked round...we went to toy s rus.....OMG it was funny..i played d hoollaa hoops..sshh...like small kid ah me...hehehe...den...yati kept hitting me with the rubber balls...sakit sey..it hurts dude....oh ya we played daytona too...i got 2nd!!...damn it..bubu!! i wan a rematch!!...hahaha....we bought popcorn for d movie..hahah...

there was dis cashier hu served us...hahah..guess his name...??..his name was KETUT!!..hahaha...he forgot the "N"!!..me n bubu were like laughing!!..n u guys noe me..wen i start laffing i DONT stop..hahahahhahaha....anyways....the movie was great..freaking scary man..i think i peeed in my pants man...there were so many suprising scenes!!!...fark!!i was like cursing all d way..thks to d suprising scenes...damn those scenes...gave me mulitple heart attacks...yati was like scaring meduring the movie...i had to hide behind my bag...hahahhaa....

now sleeping over at bubu's house....gonna watch garfield soon...bua buaz...
I miss you dudes sooo much...!!!..hahha..actualli i dont!!!...hahahha...

wooHoooo

2004-10-09T17:16:00.000-07:00

gawd starting of d day was bad...i totalli forgot that C.J. was coming over my house dis morning...my mom invited her..oops i mean him... over for branch...since he's taking his o's soon..my mom also would like to wish him gd luck and all..<---boorriinngg..hehe....when he arrived..guess what was i doing....??...i was sleeping..snoring my way to heaven...poor c.j. had to wake me up...i got scolded by my mom for waking up late....please it was only 0900..oh nvm..got changed....started talking to him....oh ya he asked me to tutor his maths..he kinda sucks at maths..hahaha...fine taught him for a while den ate...he is still at my house now...he is lepaking on d floor like a dead rat..actualli more like a dead pig...oh ya...he was like drooling all over my men's folio magazine..bcos TYRON Ho is inside it..wohoooo....and there were other gd looking male models...*drools*...ahaaha...going out with him and a few of my other "guy" frens later at night to watch dodge ball..wohooo...!!!..bua buaz....

Fun n Fun

2004-10-08T19:35:00.000-07:00

hmmm...wanted to play pool with C088 but so many working sia....da jie, Bro........C.J. came over to my house..and u noe wat was his reason??..he said,"I bored la at home...so i come here can rite??"...damn...fine had to talk to him..den sent him off home... .haiz..anyways, met up with marly in d afternoon...she needed to buy clothes for her tml's event...and OMG..dat gerl go patch up with her ex, ZAL..OMG...why didn u wanna stay single and accompnay me??....

now i jealous and all..JEALOUS...boohooohooo..*cries*...ARGH!! hu cares...marly dear why??..WHY??....why mus u make me suffer..ok thats tooo much already...hahaha..anyways we went to mango den esprit...omg...dere were so many cute guys sia...tall, hensem, built..but all taken..all attached..damn it...anyways bak to my story...ya at last marly got wat she needed....had our lunch...oh ya den we went more shopping!!!..hehehe...I bought black butterfly earrings...unbelievable rite?...anna?? bought earrings???...hahaha..jus for the heck of it....hehehe.

hahahaha....marly's bf wanted to come...with firdu, rafi and all...but too bad we said NO!!!..hahaha..so evil ah??...i hate it if firdu or rafi follows during my shopppin...even though they always go shoppin wif me...dey everytime ask me to try this la try that la...hahaha...esp firdu was like begging to follow...hahaha...but nah...only gals allowed....hahahaha.... went to starbucks..den marly met her sec schl ex bf...hahahaha...i think d ex was like shock to see her...staring at her n all...yes marly is JamBU!!!....hahaha..wad did ya expect...hehehe.....

oh ya...den ZAL wanted to meet up with marly..damn i kena KICKED OUT!!! i got DITCHED by my own best friend...damn...dat ZAL!!!

now at home...thks to her!!...damn dat gerl...eheheh..joking onli la...hehehe...waiting for my cuz to come!! bua buaz...

FREDDom at last

2004-10-07T20:16:00.000-07:00

was studying with amanda again at Starbucks...but the other sofa taken by a grp of chinone ppl...damn...anyways, was studying halfway den all of a sudden both of us had a rush for pool...but first we went shopping....we walked and walked n walked..try this try that...go here go there.....there were so many sech schl students everywhere...so obvious dey all frm lower sec...some gerls realli make me feel like smackin their faces....they are so immature...total baby gerls...IMMATURE gerls!!..i hate it wen dey try to act "CUTE" esp wen there are guys around...EW..like totally......it was so fani yet felt like giving them a long lecture on their attitude....anyways we all played pool..woohooo.....i don noe..maybe it was my lucky day i actually had balls into the holes by myself!!(..ya i noe it sounds disgusting about d balls thingy..but u noe wat i mean right...hehe)..gd thing dere weren alot of ppl around me or else i'll get so S.C. den i cant shoot properly...hehehhe...amanda is still pro in pool...anyways den went bak schl for exam...

OOI was ok i guess....anyways EXAMS OVER...woOOOooHOooOoo!!...me, amanda, Yip, Jia wen, esther...oh ya hui yi, denise...all yip's fren go home together..hangout at east gate bus stop...hahhaa...oh ya after dat met up with the cute MArni, hahah...accompany her go makan...at Al-kader..talked n talked...waiting for Sophia to finish exam...walao dat sophia abit blurr in takin instructions...hahaha...anwyays after dat walked home....now online chatting...hehee...n enjoyin my freedom...hehe..exams over !!!

boring

2004-10-06T23:15:00.000-07:00

ok to day was kinda boring.....studied n studied n studied.....anyways, was chatting with akim a.k.a Rockstarr or also known as Pornstarr...hahaha...anyways, he gave me dis url linkin me to dis "jambu" gerl's profile...fine la i admit... she prettier den me..actualli everybody is prettier den me....anyways back to d story....he sked me to view her pics..i did and O M G !!!....there were pictures of her with HAIZAD IMRAM..and he was holding her by the arms...ARGH!!!....my mind jus went blank all of a sudden...omg...omg..omg...omg....ya la i noe la akim.."i'm a drama mama" dats wad u said right??...hahaha...anyways after much "grieving", "mournin", "crying" over haizad...i realised haizad is tooo gd for me...hehe..i feel that i shld go for an average joe...average looking but cute guy with a good heart.......ya..thats wat i'll go for!!!...but where sia to lookfor that kind of guy??...mannequin??men's folio???....hehehe....anyways me still chattin with akim n erick now...so toodle loo everybody!!..MWUAH to all my frens n my dudes esp....

oh ya u wanna noe a secret...my bday is coming sooooonnn..30 October...make sure buy me BIG BIG BIG gifts ok??...hehehehe....yeah n dat includes u my dudes... david, alex, c.j., sebastian, firdu!!!...u guys promised me oreadi!!!..don get me d same thing as last year's...d panties with lots of stripes...hehehe..lurve ya guys!!

REm

2004-10-05T18:31:00.000-07:00

oh My GAWD.....REM Exam was totally fire side( means sux..its in bitchy terms)...damn...i was so FReaking Pisssed...all dat i studied didn come out...but i managed to pull through all D Questions..hehehe..*sighs*...ok d same thing happened dis morning....met amanda at Mrt...OMg her tak kacak bf was there AGAIN!!....fine u can sae dat i'm jealous dat i don have a bf...but its true...he totally ew...amanda why??...why him??...its ok..i respect ur decision..i think..anyways, we went to Starbucks to study...hehehe...berry difficult to study..d couch was tooooo Comfortable...felt like sleeping....Memorising was kinda difficult..argh!!!...anyways we took prints as usual...heheheheh..den met yati's frens...d jihadi n his gang...haiz...omg his bag totally was off d fashion list...wat kinda bag was dat..it looks like those that my grandaunt carries...hehehe...anyways, met yati den play pool with Yi Min and Jo....they were shocked to see me n amanda play cos it was already 12.30, and our exam was like in an hours time...hahaha....pool was Fun even though i had TROUBLE gettin d bals into those damn holes...(omg it sounds disgusting)..anyways u noe wat i mean...i had to ask yati to help me all d time..amanda blamed my rings...hahhahah..i cant help it...my rings are special to me...i think...hahahha.....

anwyays, after d exam, me, Yip and amanda go jalan jalan to bookshop...yip wanna eat Cup nOodles..had to wait for her...and d fani thing dat happened wen we were about to sit was dat i didn realise d bench was broken...hahaha...i sat..n yes i FELL!!...ok la not fall .. but i was about to with the bench!!!!...hahaha.....
1 more Paper den i'm done..woohoooo!!!..

Yo "bro": don cry ok.....u got me wat!.hehe..don be sad ok....cheer up!!!...got so many other pretty gerls out there for you to choose....

INE

2004-10-04T08:25:00.000-07:00

shiet man today was INe exam...Section B was difficult..i wrote rubbish for two pages jus for one question..but it sounds kinda logical???....hahahhaha...anyways, went to Coffee Bean With Amanda dis morning to study....omg!!! we were like twins...d hair esp..but amanda let down her hair...hahaha...d fringe man...damn..i'm so gonna let it grow.....anyways i had hard time studyin as someone's BF was there... dat bf of hers ah cannot leave ppl alone to study everytime disturb...he's not that hensem...honestly, i'd give him 3/10...REALLY!!..muker mcm nak kena semack sia...oops..ssshhh..sorry amanda...i jus had to blurt it out...anyways we studied until 12 plus..den went Toysrus...hehehe...play with Toys...d hOllaHooops wass soo fun..dat amanda ah so pro sia.....hahahha..oh ya we played DDR in toysrus..so stupid sia we looked...all d kids were like staring at us...hahahahaha....oh ya den went to schl for INE EXAM....argh!!!!!!...anyways now still mugging for REm and OOI!!!!....i hope i pass REM!!...meeting amanda tmr again....

btw to my "bro"...don worry dere are other beautiful fishes in d sea..for example me???...hahaha onli joking la....surely u'll find d rite gal for you one day...I'll support ya all d way!!!...

hahahaha

2004-10-02T11:59:00.000-07:00

ok went to my aunt;s house dis morning to help with tonight's gathering.....instead of helping...me, Bhai Khalid, Bhai Feroz(my cuzzins)...go play pool!!!..hahaha..so fun sia...onli now i start loving pool..but still need alot of practice...hehehe..and yes i lost many times to them....den go cofee bean, feroz belanje...to day he was so generous..usualli dey'll ask me to pay..had lunch there too...den headed back to aunt's house and had to do the work we were assigned to..and that was to vacuum d carpets and lay them nicely for guests to sit...haiz...tiring job u noe....den the three of us played catching...16(me), 18(khalid), 21(feroz) playing catching around d house...gd thing the house has three storeys or else...hua hua hua...got scolded for makin alotof noise...esp me...my LAffTTer echoes around the house....hahahahahahhaha....had dinner with all d old aunties and uncles....gawd dey love asking questions..example "how you doing at schl?", "which schl?", "got boyfren or not?", wad de heck.....?!..fine i shall not be rude...but too many questions!!...anyways, reached home about to sleep when, dat son of ma bitch called...C.J. a.k.a Fairul...he n his bf problems..argh!!..but his story was fani...tell ya guys abit it tml...gonna sleep now...*yawns*

angry

2004-10-01T00:42:00.000-07:00

argh...i'm so angry with the whole world....body=art!!!..ppl jus don get it do they....immature imbecils!!!...so many ppl hu are narrow minded are roaming down our streets...they should change their mindset...i'm serious!!!!....where are you when i need you so badly now???...argh...totally pissed off....some ppl think that they are too good for themselves.....well...go fark urself....i'm fed up wit ppl like YOU!!!

miss

2004-09-30T23:14:00.000-07:00

today's a bad day....alex and david left singapore...ARGH!!!!...so fast....8 weeks gone so fast!!!...boo hooo hoo...dey bought me great gifts....i got a Louis Vuitton handbag, Davidoff parfume, and a few small other gifts which includes a really cute bracelet...so sweet sia they gotme all dose nice stuff....sending them to airport was a heartache....Yeah i cried!! unbelievable but true!!....on d way back home!!..dave called me on my hp saying so nice stuff den he ended by saying "so, did ya like my lies?"...wadapak...hahahhaha....not suprised...this is wat happen wen u tok to a guy hu is too gay for himself!!hahha..alex on d other hand jus called to say he was boarding the plane..dats all....wen i reached home, honestly, i didn miss em until i saw the smss frm em..anyways, dey are coming bak again for christmas...yeah!!!..now gotta concentrate on studies..exams around the corner...!!!..

hua hua hua

2004-09-29T16:34:00.000-07:00

wah last night was tiring....i was like online till two a.m....i was waitting for a call..an overseas call as a matter of fact.....dat dave la...ask me to wait for him to call...wen he called, he tok rubbish all d way....anyways i went to cafe Galilee dis morning at bedok library there from 10 plus till 2.00pm...i had to study sia!!!...SEM EXAMS COMING!!...

den i met up wif my cuz, Bubu, and her frens, Yi Min n dat gay Chan...we all go makan at LJS!!..fani sia..chan n yi min were so shocked to see my rings..hahha.."dirty dirty..hehe"
...anyways, after dat we all go jalan jalan...as we passed Pizza Hut..there was dis nerdy temasek jc guy hu was puking outside pizza hut..so fani sia..ok la i did pity him..abit...hahaha.......

den go GIANT supermarket..hahahha..we all made fun of bubu about the escalator thingy...hahha...ok la its kinda insulting...but fani at d same time.... now at aunt's house(frankel ave., kembangan)...met my other cuzins too..Bhai Khalid n Feroz....dats all i guess...

mugging

2004-09-28T16:05:00.000-07:00

argh!!!....but didn go jogging dis morning..ARrrggGGH...!! anyways, i met esther at TAnah Merah Mrt station at 10.00..but she ah...late as usual..hahahah..but its ok..i berry patient..hahaha...Went to airport to study for sem exams..but b4 dat had breakfast at Delifrance.."WAH!!"..hahha so fulll sia..anyways so many hensem ang mohs dere...tall n hensem..haiz..my heart melt sia..haha...studied at Cafe Ritazza...so expensive d stuff dere..we sat on d oh so comfortable couch and studided till 3.00pm..den headed home.....it was fun though looking at all d cute guys..hahahahaz

wateva

2004-09-27T18:40:00.000-07:00

hmm...woke up at 6.30 a.m....went for jogging..(need to lose weight ma..hehehe)..i was jogging on my usual path wen i stumbled upon a grp of bangla workers were havin their breakfast in d middle of d jogging path...i was like "WADAPAK"..of all places dey had to hav their breakfast there....i noe its rude to insult ppl..but i don noe whether it was me..but the air really stinks there....it could be them...hu noes...anyways, i was supposed to meet esther for our study at airport but she cudn make it..i "wonder why??"..hahahaha....anyways...been mugging since jus now..and it sucked..REM so difficult!!ARGH!!!..i wanna study now..buaz!!